No · Regrets.

We were never the closest friends. Always just civil with a conversation here or there. Then things changed and we became better friends. It was a great year - one of the best. We connected on so many levels and enjoyed a lot of the same things. I even felt like I could go to you with any problems, and ask for any favor, big or small. At one point, I was feeling like I was losing some of my best friends, but for some reason, being friends with you made it all ok. It’s funny, because we were never the closest friends until last year, and you ended hurting me more than any other friend ever has.

I should not be suprised. I should have seen it sooner.

I thought it was too late, but I got another chance. I don’t think most people understand how deeply I feel about this whole situation. We never really had an in depth conversation or expressed our feelings for one another, but it’s something where you just know. It’s kinda like family. Sometimes you know you love each other without having to say it. And that’s what you are. Family. It may not seem that way looking in from the outside, but you are. I thought I lost you forever, and to this day it is still hard to think about. The past year of my life you have been my motivation for everything I do, and you will continue to be. I can’t even begin to describe how happy I am that I got my chance- my chance to show you how much you meant to me before it was too late.

one sweet day

This one goes to not one person, but a group of people. They are people I never thought in a million years I would be friends with. These people truly made the summer of 2008 extra special for me. Though I may not talk to one of these people any more, I’m still thankful to have met them and spent the summer with them. As for the other two I plan to keep talking to them and definitely stay in touch with them. I can tell them just about anything and they are almost an escape from any drama I may want to avoid, weather it’s with other friends or family. These two people have become two of my best friends in only a matter of two and a half months, and I plan to keep it that way.

 i'd drive all night just to get back home

You are my best friend. I can tell you anything and weather you like it or not, you accept it because you are a true best friend. Even though our personalities may differ, we think alike - so much to the point where we can tell what the other is thinking just by a look. You are an amazing person and I know you will achieve your dreams one day. Just try your best to get through today, because it will eventually pay off. I don’t know what I’d do without you, and I’m so happy it’s you that’s my roommate.

counting down the days to getting out

I have known you since third grade. Our friendship has always been a little weird if you ask me, but this year was definitely awesome. I feel like before you wouldn’t open up to anyone and that was why our friendship was weird. This year you opened up and you were finally yourself and it’s awesome. Even though we go to different schools I know we’ll stay in touch and we have so far. I just hope you do stay yourself because you are such an awesome person and you shouldn’t worry about others judging you, or even your family. They act the way they do because they care, but don’t let it hold you back ever again.

go on and lose it

This one is for two people. These people are both smart, funny, and awesomely cool. The thing I love about these two people is that no matter how long I go without seeing them or speaking to them, the minute we do talk, it’s like we just saw each other a week ago and no time was missed. You’re both whole-hearted and good natured people, which is always something this world needs more of. I can’t wait to see you both when we’re older cause you’ll probably two of the happiest people in our graduating class, one way or another.

show 'em what your made of

Another pair. 1. I have known you for so long and when you met him, I knew it wasn’t like you to act this way. I saw you hurting the people around you but there was nothing anyone could do. Finally things are getting better, and I see you being more like yourself again every time I see you. But when all this did happen, I became closer with your sister than you and I hope you understand why. I’m just happy I can still call us friends. 2. You’re her sister and I know how much it hurt, because I went through a similar situation myself. But you got through it and I’m so happy. I have told you things about myself I have told almost no one else about and that’s big for me. I have told you about my insecurities which is huge, because I never ever allow my self to be vulnerable. I know we’ll stay friends for a long time, and it’ll be awesome.

and sometimes you close your eyes and see the place where you used to live

Honestly I hated you when we met, lol. You were so annoying and I could barely stand to be in the same room with you. Imagine the surprise people got after coming back from summer break and we were best friends, lol. You’re so weird sometimes but I love it. I can tell you almost anything and KNOW my secrets are safe. There’s not many people I can say that about. We’ve been through some interesting times together to say least, and I look forward to more of those crazy, fun times.

i'm gonna be there

Finally, there’s you. I honestly didn’t mean to save this one for last, it just happened that way. The first time I saw you was 10^th grade Italian class, which is a story within itself, lol. I can honestly say I saw you and I fell. People to this day still don’t understand why I ever liked you, but that’s because they never took the time to get to know you, which a lot of people tend to do to you. Everyone thought you were always an asshole who didn’t care about anyone but himself. That is totally wrong and to this day I will defend you. You are sweet and caring and have a sense of humor. You were everything I ever wanted in a guy and now, though you may not be everything I still want, I have to say I do still have feelings for you. I just wish you said what you had to say to me. I know there was something you wanted to say because you don’t look at people like that everyday for two years and not have anything to say. I think I have an idea of what it was though, but what’s done is done… for now.

you have stolen my heart